A Note To My Dad.

It's 2:25 a.m and I am still wide awake. Knowing full well why I can not sleep.


For almost sixteen years, I've been celebrating Father's Day without you Daddy. Though I know am not the only one in the world who has lost a Father, its just that.... it hurts to see others being with their Dad on Father's Day or any other day.


You've been gone for almost sixteen years Daddy. But why does it still hurt so bad?! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!


I miss the bike rides we used to take after school. The visits to the park, the snacks and just being with you. Rain or shine you were always there waiting for me at the school yard. How I wish that I could turn back time and be that little girl who always rode on your bike. I will always cherish those memories with you Dad.



Did you know? That the very last look I can remember of you was when Ate and I, bid you goodbye because we were leaving to migrate here in Canada. I can still remember how sad you were knowing that we'll be far away from you. I remember how you held back your tears just so we wouldn't see you cry. We told you that, we'd come back for you in time. That Ate and I, when we've grown up we'll get you. You smiled and hugged us for the last time. Even though I knew, that deep down inside you were crying. That was the last time I got to hug you and kiss you.


You've been gone for almost sixteen years. You've missed so much of our lives. For almost sixteen years, I have missed you terribly. Not a day has gone by when I do not think of you. You're always in my prayers Daddy. You will always be in my heart.


I know that you're in a much better place now. A place where you're at peace. God bless you always Dad.



I LOVE YOU, DADDY!